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SCAVENGER
By Wayne Webb
CHAPTER 2
The day before
“Mom?” Aaron
called out as he opened the front and came in from his after school
job. They were more than making ends meet, but Aaron wanted to do for
himself as much as possible. His mother was still young enough to
enjoy life, she had been sixteen herself when he was born and in her
early thirties had worked hard to provide for the both of them up
until now. Aaron didn't need to relieve her of what she never thought
of as a burden, but he wanted to take a mantle of his won.
Responsibility.
That was his
thing, at school and at work he had a reputation for not letting
things slide. He took charge of things, not because he was a leader
but because things did not get done on their own. He wanted an Xbox
and a Playstation and made no assumptions about the availability and
accessibility of funds for these, he got them himself by earning
them. Not by siphoning off funds from his mother in exchange, but by
finding and working a job to earn the money.
He got pocket
money, an allowance that had been paid to him since he was eight
years old, and at first he had spent it. When he learned what money
really meant, how it was spent on him and bills to make the life they
had bearable though, he never touched it again unless he had to. It
was saved, saved for the day that his mother would need it and not
know where to turn. That was his safety net, it was only a few
thousand dollars after a few years, but it was increasing over time
and compounding with money saved from his jobs.
He kept
meticulous records of incomings and outgoings, always making sure he
had net gains every week. He never drank or smoke, not because he was
puritanical in any way but because he saw it as a waste. The more
liberal and selfish pursuits would be for when he had an excess of
money and his mother was also in the same position.
Aaron was not
massively into sports, he spent his time on academic pursuits and
when he needed time alone or time to process thoughts he would run.
An early riser for the solitary pursuit of not fitness but focus, he
would run along the riverside which was several blocks from where
they could afford to rent a place, just inside the right school zone,
but only just.
The houses he
passed on the way gave him goals, not for having more or status
symbols like the cars in the driveways but for the freedom to have
that choice. His mother Tamara, her friends called her Tara for
short, but he always called her by her full name, did not have a full
range of choices available to her. When he was old enough to know
this he respected her more for the choices she had made to get them
where they were, not less for the ones she was unable to choose. He
wanted a better selection for Tamara, for himself and for the child
he would one day have.
There was no
reply from inside the house and that was not unusual as they kept
schedules that often conflicted and he was big enough to take care of
himself on any given day, he had been that way since he learned how
to cook for and feed them both at ten years of age. Allowances saved
allowed for him to prepare her favourite meal and to serve her
everything she liked. He saw how bad in was in the way that she
reacted, like it was the greatest thing she had ever tasted. It only
drove him to do better next time, and that was what he did.
Never make the
same mistake twice.
He did not call
out again, if she was home she would have said and the door to her
bedroom was open so she had no 'friends' over. She had a semi regular
boyfriend in the affable Dax, but she never referred to him as such
and she had girlfriends that she would gossip with and share a few
drinks with. She never got too far out of hand, she liked to have fun
but it was a very different fun from what her only child enjoyed. She
never let it go too far, but she had her moments and if Aaron had his
way she would have them as frequently or as infrequently as she
desired. She did not always choose her moments, sometimes they were
chosen for her. That was what Aaron wanted to fix, that she had that
freedom.
If Dax had been
around then the door would have been closed if they wanted privacy,
and Aaron would have known well enough to disappear to the games room
and slip on the bluetooth headphones and crank the volume. Tamara was
discrete and not noisy, but it was a boundary they both drew wide so
that they would never have to face it, cross it or defend it. So the
door was always closed if she wanted privacy, the reasons were never
clear and they did not need to be.
The door was open
and according to the schedule she should have been home that day. Of
course it was not a concern that she was not, as an errand or urgent
matter may have come up and she would have gone off to deal with
that. Aaron knew there would be a note, on the whiteboard in the
kitchen next to the fridge. That was his next stop after waking the
computer and checking his email account for any updates. He would
catch extra shifts at the library sometimes, they would often get
drop outs for the evening shifts among the librarians and they knew
that if Aaron was free he would always cover.
The library did
not pay well but it paid regularly and it allowed him to read, to
study and to spread his wings early. Time in the evenings was spent
stacking and reorganising things, and he would hit the audio books
while he was working. Hands free headphones meant his phone would
connect to the wireless network he helped them maintain and the
stream the contents of whatever he wanted to listen to. It was mostly
non fiction, and fairly eclectic in taste because he wanted to know
everything. Real choice came from freedom and freedom came from
power. Power was most often bought, he knew this from his studies,
but in learning he gained power as well so he took the road that was
open to him and learned as much as he could.
The fridge swung
open and he checked the contents for something of a guilty pleasure.
He knew the perils of High Frustose Corn Syrup, and guessed at the
potential threat of rumoured shadows of Aspartame but he drank both.
He slipped from cutting sugar to cutting processed diet additives,
but never stuck to either. He burned it all running and maintained a
lean but not too muscular physique despite drinking what he
considered crap he ate well with a fibre rich and generally low carb
diet. Tamara was constantly dieting, whether she needed it or not was
irrelevant, but they both hit the fibre and regarded carbs as the
occasional treat.
The choice of
drinks was bothering him, he was dithering and he knew it. Why could
he not decide? This was an easy choice, which did he want and what
was available to him right now? Still he hovered, the door remained
open and the light active, long enough that the warning sound started
and he closed the door to stop it. He was about to re-open and try to
decide again when he realised what it was that was annoying him.
The whiteboard
was blank.
It was not that
there was no message, it was that there was nothing on it. Not just
empty but wiped clean it stared at him blankly from his peripheral
vision and imposed itself on his consciousness until the absence of
any traces of writing got his direct attention. There was no note,
and there was no previous notes. Aaron was the only one that cleaned
the whiteboard, Tamara would just smear the previous aside and write
amongst the inky dregs. This was alcohol cleaned, he could smell it.
Drink forgotten
Aaron came back through the dining area, past the unset table and
made a beeline for the living room. The coffee table was also clean,
no remotes and no magazines, no TV guides and no empty Blu ray or DVD
cases for him assign the correct discs to and file away. The
collection near the Television was as tidy and orderly as he had last
left it which mean that Tamara had not been home all day or had
tidied up and put everything away neatly.
Which meant that
she had not been home all day.
The Television
was big, not imposing but enough to make a film feel like a film and
make the occasional gaming session a lot more immersive than in the
study where he would usually play. He had time to wind down in the
evenings and he had trouble sleeping, the games would make his eyes
heavy but his mind dance. It was like a drug for his dreams, and
training for his reflexes since he had the fitness but not the
discipline of a sporting activity.
In the middle of
the screen was an envelope sticky taped to the glass, and Aaron knew
it would leave a mark he would have to clean carefully otherwise he
would see it every time he watched TV or a film, even a game. Defects
and imperfections were irritants. He came to the envelope where his
name was typed on the front of it in bold type. He wondered why his
mother would type his name and not write it by hand, she was not the
typing sort. She was also not the sort to stick something to the
centre of a screen. Imperfections in life were impossible to avoid,
but she knew her son well enough to know how much this would ache in
him and she would never had added to that without good cause.
The envelope had
his name and two words on it.
Aaron Hunt.
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