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DARWIN'S GAME
By Wayne Webb
CHAPTER 14
Juliet watched her ex fiancé die on a loop,
over and over again, unsure if what she was seeing was truth or
faked. The internet was awash with conspiracy theories about whether
or not the game was even real, and she could not tell by looking at
the video footage, not even the high definition version she had her
lawyer download and put on her big screen TV for her to see in all
it's gory detail.
In the past couple of weeks she had a roller
coaster ride of emotions. It had been less than a year since her
parents had died, along with her fiancé, who had killed them quite
deliberately, caught on camera doing so and shown up for the whole
world to see. She had not seen anything in him until that point and
she had a hard time processing the changes in her world. She had been
seeing three different therapists, taking a mix of different
medications, drinking more than she should given her delicate frame
of mind and revising all her memories in light of what she had seen
and what she now knew.
It had taken her this long to not wake up and
wonder if it had been a dream, and today was the day she actually
woke up to reality. She inherited everything that he had planned for
himself, or that's what the various police, lawyers and reporters
told her his plan was. It made no sense to her even now, she would
have given it all to him, he could have had whatever he wanted, he
did get whatever he wanted all the time. Why did he have to kill her
parents? Was he planning on killing her too?
Her lawyer certainly thought so and spent no
small amount of time disabusing her of any notion of Jacksons
innocence. At first they had spared her the medical details of the
rape and abuse her put her poor mother through before stabbing her
repeatedly, furious and enraged to all accounts. Ultimately they
could not shield her from the press accounts of the crimes he had
committed, and some sanitised crime scene reports and photos were
leaked, or sold, to the national media and they made for grim
reading, even after the heavy editing. She did not want to know the
level of detail that the police held back, she did not want to see
the mutilation in any way, shape or form but every time she turned on
the television or came to a news site there were descriptions
screaming at her brutally from the headlines.
She felt assaulted by it all and going in
public was equally painful and distracting to her. The way people
looked at her, gave their incessant sympathy and pointed out how much
they could not believe that a person could do something so violent
and evil, this was as oppressive as the initial shock of losing the
three closest and most important people to her in her life in one
night. She had a panic attack out in public one day when she thought
she saw Jackson staring at her from across a busy street, she had
blanched and screamed in terror at the sight of him, the fear and
loathing in his eyes scared the living daylights out of her. When she
stopped screaming she could not see him, realised that it was
impossible, it was memory and grief lying to her, and her willing to
believe.
Now though, it looked like it was possible and
it could have been him. He could had made good his escape, and he
could have survived the blaze that inflicted further damage to the
bodies of her parents and took away her soon to be husband along with
the house she grew up in. It was his body that was most damaged, in
the very core of the fire, and the one that was now in question. DNA
was of no use, it matched no one of records and now that the identity
was in doubt they were combing through old records and some keepsakes
that survived the culling of his previous life, when he came to
inherit hers. His mother, refused to believe any of the stories the
police and press told, she accused them of faking the footage, paying
off the witnesses and then murdering her framed son to cover their
crimes. She crossed the line from disturbed by the death of her
husband and the abandonment of her only child to a peculiar madness
born of denial that somehow gave her resolve and strength that she
never had before.
Juliet did not know what to do, whether or not
she should take care of this deranged woman as the mother of her
fiancé, her ex-fiancé, or abandon her to her fate for her son's
role in her parents death. Logically she should have nothing to do
with her, but emotionally it felt like they were sharing the pain of
his deceit and his borderline psychopathy that affected them both in
different ways. Where Juliet was calm and eventually accepting, Mrs
Jones was paranoid and delusional, but sadly Juliet could understand
why and far from wanting to cut her off, she felt a need to embrace
and restore her as the only thing close to a family she had left.
Her lawyers kept advising her to steer clear,
to let sleeping dogs lie and not to give support to a woman who was
trying to sue her parents estate for the wrongful death of her son.
The suit was never going to fly, but she got mileage in the press,
even when they were openly mocking her pain and madness over the
blatant guilt of her son.
Then Darwin's Game aired and their lives were
turned upside down once again. Juliet did not see episode 1 until a
reporter called at her house, got past the security she had guarding
the house for this very reason, and pinned her down and brought her
up to speed. She got rid of the reporter, had them seen off and
showed no reaction to the news that he ex was mysteriously alive, but
in the most bizarre and unexplained of circumstances. She downloaded
the episode from Facts Alone, a few days before the second episode
went online.
She watched it horrified and confused. Was this
real? How could this be real? She was on the phone to her lawyer to
ask for an explanation, he had seen it and had known and had been
debating whether or not to let her know. He had been cooperating with
the authorities investigating the participants as best he could and
he was not sure that involving Juliet would be in the best interest
of her continued mental health. Calls from Mrs Jones had intensified
and the pressure on the security at the new home was intense, and the
guard doubled without her being made aware. As that first week wore
on he came to see that it was not going to go away and that everyone
was now watching and following this Game. He would have to tell her
about it, somehow. Before he came to figure out how and when he could
broach the subject though, that decision was taken away from him as
one of the team of reporters assaulting the security at the house
that day got through.
She knew it was him immediately, they had been
intimate for long enough for her to know him when she saw him. There
was not a burn mark visible, and short of magic that meant that he
had never been in the fire and that someone else, some poor
unfortunate and unidentified soul lay in that grave marked Jackson
Jones III. She watched him in the group of that first video,
fascinated and not wanting to believe but trusting what she simply
knew to be true, he was still alive.
The second episode was very bad for her, she
saw him at the centre of it, he was very close to becoming the victim
in that scenario and she saw in him in full action working the others
around the table. That was the hard part, not the threat to his life,
by rights she already thought he was dead, and had accepted that at
the very least he deserved to be, but that she could see him
manipulate the others or trying to do so. She saw now what she had
not seen while he had been alive, alive in her world that was, as he
was still alive and on her screen. She saw that flash of anger, that
subtle gestures and convincing demeanour without any words and she
finally saw it for what it actually was. She was bereft of her
innocence once more as the full weight of what he had done clicked
into place and made some sense, where she had a feeling and evidence
before but no knowledge and no connection, now it was irrefutable and
it felt right. It felt like he was capable and she could see him
working the room to get his way in a familiar manner but one she had
never seen in this light.
She did not leave the house at all, she avoided
the calls that were being screened by the lawyer and when the federal
authorities questioned her, they did so in her home under tight,
secure and very private conditions. She asked about Mrs Jones, but no
one had seen her, she had gone quiet since the surfacing of the game
and the reappearance of her son.
Then the last episode came, or the last one
that held any interest for her anyway, the third and the one where
Jackson died at the end, ripped open by a knife not unlike the way
that he had taken her mother, though more merciful in speed and
without any evil intent to inflict suffering and humiliation. She
watched it again and again and asked he people to get the video
examined for forgery and effects, knowing full well it would be
absolute and true regardless.
She watched the life go out of his eyes, the
shock at losing it all, the surprise of having the tables turned on
him and the rapid descent into death. The blood did not shock her,
the death did nothing to act as a catharsis. The death was a fact,
and it piled on top of many others up until this point. He had
murdered her parents, he was lying and manipulating his way to the
fortune that he could have had legitimately if he was patient.
She didn't know what to do next, she worried
about Mrs Jones, no one knew where she was and that scared her, how
far would her madness extend? She did not fear for retribution or
revenge, she feared that Mrs Jones would harm herself or go further
down a road of madness over the public execution of her son.
Commentators talked all about the game changing
nature of this latest episode, how that the obvious victim was not
necessarily the one who would die. How the director, presumably
Darwin himself, tricked the audience into thinking that Vargas would
die only to turn the tables and present the episode more
dramatically. The ethics of this approach were highly suspect they
said, how could they know if this was not staged or set up in some
way? Or could it be that this truly was a survival of the fittest
based game and anyone had the capacity to be the fittest, like Vargas
who overcame and adapted to the changes in his environment, evolved
to meet the needs of survival.
Juliet did not know or care about those
concerns, Jackson Jones III was definitely dead this time, it was
right there, unambiguous and final. She felt no relief or regret, no
weight was lifted off of her and no closure was forthcoming. It was a
fact, and facts were all that mattered now.
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